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It felt like he was out for ages but really it was just moments before he came back to his senses. Eyes fluttering open and lights hurting his eyes. He vaguely heard the word ambulance and shook his head. Trying to disagree with whoever had called out for it. He didn't need an ambulance. He'd just fallen down. That happened sometimes to people. He was just clumsy this morning. He'd felt clumsy all day for some reason. For about a week actually. But he didn't need to go to the hospital.

"Hn-?"

He felt like he might throw up when he tried to sit up, the few remains of energy drink violently wanting to come back up as he reached for the trash can that he vaguely knew where it was. Emptying his guts it felt like pure acid coming up his throat as he did so. Everything hurt but mostly his throat this time. It felt absolutely awful and as he'd finally emptied his guts he sat there, panting from exhaustion and some sort of strange feeling after throwing up.

His head spun again but this time he didn't pass back out. He just wanted some water. And some sleep. He needed some rest. Probably. But there was so much work to do.

"I'll clean this up..." Was all he could say as he struggled to get up, trying to grab onto Nikoli's desk for leverage to pull himself up but failing ultimately.

He couldn't struggle, even if he wanted to he probably wouldn't have. He sighed and closed his eyes, resting against Nikoli (Peace Maker ) while he had the moment. It wasn't often that he was able to get this close to him. So maybe it was a good thing that he was absolutely exhausted. His body felt warm like this and he hadn't really noticed that he was cold until now. Cold and tired. And then he was moved and curled up against the chair in his office. It was a comfortable one that had plenty of room to curl up on.

He didn't want juice but he probably should have been drinking it to begin with. His blood sugar was low or high or something. Which is why he should have been drinking water or something instead of downing coffee and energy drinks. He took the juice though, sniffing it a little bit before taking a sip. "This juice is for your heart..." He knew because he had bought it for him.

"I don't need an ambulance." And he hoped that no one had actually called one. It wasn't a big deal. People got tired all of the time. "I just need a moment to sit and I'll be fine." But he wouldn't. If he tried to get up and move around right now his brain told him that he would be fine. But his body said that he would end up back on the floor.

He knew there was someone else who was more important in Nikoli's ( Peace Maker ) mind. He knew that somewhere out there there was someone that had captured his kind bosses heart and that it wasn't him. But that person wasn't here right now, curled up half dead in Nikoli's chair sipping his juice underneath his jacket. Though really it was nothing for Allen to be bragging about. He'd embarrassed himself enough for today. Probably. Not really. He was going to keep doing it. "Where are you going to sit? You have work to do you know. I know. I made your meeting schedule for today."

He knew every bit of Nikoli's day, week, month, fuck probably even year. Because he took care of that. All of it. He would like to see whoever Nikoli liked do all of that. They couldn't. He was better in every conceivable way. Fuck whoever that person was. "I'll just have to sit on your lap or something." That was probably the most unprofessional thing that Allen had ever said to Nikoli outside of UNOVR. And UNOVR didn't count. It wasn't real. He settled in deeper into the chair. The jacket was warm. And Allen definitely wasn't done making a fool of himself.