Silvermoon
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Post by Silvermoon on Sept 3, 2023 14:29:02 GMT 9
Silvermoon had gone to... where Giant Shrine had used to be. They didn't... know where else to go. They had wanted somewhere to think, and the only places that had come to mind were the T.E.A. shop, or the Church, or the lake in the timberland. And none of those felt very good.
So... they had come out here, to the pouring rain and snarls of thunder, where the Shrine had been and the battle had been, and... it didn't feel good to be here, either.
Silvermoon.... Kasey didn't know what else to do, so they just sat in the wet grass, and let themselves cry.
The bad parts of this game had always turned out okay, in the end. The awful carriage ride with Kazuki taught them something about loyalty- and, maybe, gave them something like a friend. Psi Island had been... literally traumatic, but they wouldn't give up Kintsugi for anything. Mistra had been how they met Saint.
Thunderfall had technically ended well, with Zapdos freed and safe, and... and... and Kasey realizing that their idol maybe wasn't.
So what were they supposed to do now?
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Verai
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Post by Verai on Sept 3, 2023 14:29:36 GMT 9
Verai walked slowly around the Steppe. The rain felt... no less intense, but maybe less desperate, less panicked, the cold a refreshing chill instead of a sharp freeze.
He could listen to rainfall for hours, a gentle white noise that drowned out ill thought-
But today could not drown out crying, more obvious as he stepped near to Zapdos' ascent. Silvermoon. The kind trainer he had met. They'd been at the raid, too.
Carefully, Verai sat next to them, hearing them instantly sniffle and try to act like they weren't crying. He didn't say anything, just sitting there, listening the rush of the rain.
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Silvermoon
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Post by Silvermoon on Sept 3, 2023 14:30:00 GMT 9
It was Verai- he always seemed to show up, when Kasey was scared or needed help. They wiped their face- useless, in the rain- and fought to not start crying again. "I don't know what to do," They finally whispered. "I... I always looked up to Tuesday. She- she was one of the first friends I made here." Kasey laughed. The valentines event seemed so long ago...
"She was pretty, smart. Always knew what to do. Had a solution for everything, and never got scared." Who wouldn't look up to someone like that, so unabashedly confident in themselves?
And Kasey couldn't help it- they cried again, as the memory came back, burned into their thoughts.
Tuesday, in brilliant armor, riding her sawsbuck, spear and antlers lashing out at Zapdos as one.
"We were all supposed to help. Everyone else was helping. You and Kazuki gave your power to Zapdos! And Tuesday-" The gravity of it sat in their throat, heavy. "She still wanted to kill him."
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Post by Verai on Sept 3, 2023 14:30:52 GMT 9
Verai sat, quiet and still, and let Silvermoon speak. At first, he was confused- had something happened to Tuesday? She seemed prolific enough that word would get around quickly, were that the case-
But Silvermoon answered quickly. Tuesday had fought against Zapdos, even at the end.
At first, it seemed far fetched- something he would have noticed- but his attention was admittedly focused, during the end. But was it something Tuesday would have done?
Don't make the mistake of supporting one who won't support you.
He's selfish.
Yes, it was.
But his own souring views didn't matter- Silvermoon was clearly deeply affected. He let out a slow sigh. "It's very easy to villainize someone when they do something we don't agree with."
He felt Silvermoon turn to look at him. "When we make a decision, we do it with all the information we have. But that's not all the information there is. Especially if we're making a terrible decision." He looked towards Silvermoon, giving a gentle smile. "Kazuki convinced me to turn on Zapdos. Despite everything. He argued it was safest for everyone playing if Mistra was cleansed- even if it meant the death of three people. The good outweighed the suffering."
"It's not a question of whether Tuesday did the right thing. Why did she do what she did?"
A question he was going to have to ask her, himself. But that, too, was for later.
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Silvermoon
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Post by Silvermoon on Sept 3, 2023 14:31:22 GMT 9
Kasey listened as Verai spoke. He… They sighed. He was right. There were people who did bad things for good reasons… and good things for bad reasons. They felt sobs rise up in them again- And they felt Verai move, to gently hold them against his chest, against the cold armor. And they just cried, until there was nothing left for them except the exhaustion, and the rain, and the hug.
They wrapped their arms around Verai's chest. "Thank you," Kasey weebled out, drawing back only to wipe their face, and not cry all over him. "I… I just…" They sniffed. "I don't have any friends here. I, um, we talk sometimes, but not a lot, and I haven't really talked to anyone else more than once. Just… just Tuesday. I think she was my only real friend."
And Kasey was committing the cardinal sin of baring their soul to a stranger on the internet. But- But Verai had to be okay, or Zapdos wouldn't have trusted him. Right? "I thought she was someone I could look up to. I don't… what do I do if her answer's bad? If… if she didn't have a good reason?"
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Verai
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Post by Verai on Sept 3, 2023 14:31:59 GMT 9
Hugging Silvermoon had not even been a thought. He felt they needed it, and from the desperate way they grabbed at him… they had. And, as before, their questions were not easy, but important. "Silvermoon… there is something important you must remember." He gently pulled free of the other trainer, and looked at them intently. "Whatever Tuesday says, in defense of her actions- her answer will not be good, nor bad. Her motives were sufficient enough for her actions. But- But you have to decide whether or not you can abide that answer. If her answer soothes your fears."
Silvermoon felt so young- far too young to have to deal with such complicated emotions, such tangled issues. "If her answer is reasonable to you, that is alright, no matter what answer she gives. But if it isn't… that's also alright. You can only do what your heart believes in."
He heard them start to cry, again. "This world… you can be anything you want, here." He said it so full of hope, of peace. "Why not take the opportunity to be the best person you can?"
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Silvermoon
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Post by Silvermoon on Sept 3, 2023 14:32:54 GMT 9
Everything was a mess. Kasey wanted it to be simple. For Verai to say 'Tuesday had a good reason.' or, or 'Tuesday has a lot to answer for.' Not for Kasey to have to decide if her answer was good enough.
But… did they have a choice?
"I thought… I thought she could do that. She could help me be better." Kasey said, weakly. It all felt so stupid, now. Looking back… Tuesday liked looking good. Being powerful. Showing off Legion even though they'd just met. Manifesting in Kasey's battle to decimate the Glaceon for them. Always brilliant and gleaming and gold.
But was that for everyone else, or was it for Tuesday?
Did they even know Tuesday that well?
"Um." Kasey felt tired. Like they'd spent the day out doing errands, or they'd cried three times in one sitting. "Not today, but- um- but tomorrow, I…" Kasey shook their head. Not a question. Not a question. "W- We'll have that fight." There. A statement.
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Post by Verai on Sept 3, 2023 14:33:28 GMT 9
Verai blinked, and thought. They didn't… sound quite ready, but it wasn't his decision to make. "We will," He agreed gently. "Others… can't make us better people. They can only show us how to improve ourselves. You are the only one who can make you a better person."
Was he getting too… dad? Probably. He got to his feet, shaking himself out a bit. "But I think what would help both of us is getting out of the rain. Do you agree?" He held out a hand, relieved when Silvermoon took it, and pulled themselves up. "This way," He said, leading Silvermoon through the Steppe, back to his little cave.
He sighed upon stepping into the warmer air, moving to stoke the forge, feeling the heat on his face. Verai then started the process of removing his armor, pinning his hair up to keep it out of the way.
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Silvermoon
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Post by Silvermoon on Sept 3, 2023 14:33:54 GMT 9
Kasey followed after Verai, wandering through the dark rainy grasslands. He eventually ducked into an underground burrow, like the one they and Kazuki had gotten trapped in- but this one was much nicer. It had a little forge and table, and some rough wooden seats and furs and blankets spread out. It… was cozy.
Verai moved ahead, but Kasey didn't, still lingering by the mouth of the cave. They had been having a meltdown, and he had just… shown up, and offered advice, and pulled them out of the rain.
"I- Why are you here, in the Steppes, so much?" They asked, the question spilling from them. "Not now, but- every time I've been online, when you've been online, it's said you were out here."
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Post by Verai on Sept 3, 2023 14:34:24 GMT 9
Verai didn't answer right away, pulling off his breastplate and setting it on the worktable. He hummed gently. It wasn't an unfamiliar question. ".... we found the Prince on the edge of the Steppe. He was nearly dead, and still chained. We healed him, got him food, clothing, and armor, and brought him back to the Shrine. Perhaps part of myself felt indebted- he'd given us all a Boon, and had left his own land. Perhaps I wanted to ensure no one else was hurt and alone. Perhaps I just… found solace in the quiet."
He turned back towards Silvermoon, thoughtful. "We all have our places we haunt. And maybe that will change. Perhaps, I'll find more comfort and reason in Ostellia, when it opens up. But… for now, my home is here." Just as Kazuki's was Precipice Shrine, just as Tuesday's was her T.E.A. Shop.
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Silvermoon
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Post by Silvermoon on Sept 3, 2023 14:35:42 GMT 9
Kasey nodded, thinking. Verai had given them advice, and powerful pokemon- their ponyta, and a dratini- out of… kindness? It wasn't pity. They didn't know. But… They'd always felt like they had nothing to offer in return. Like they owed Verai- but he'd probably fuss if they said as much out loud.
"Um," They said, and hated themselves a bit for it, but kept going. "I- I want you to have this." Silvermoon said, pulling something out of their inventory, that snapped and sparked as it turned slowly. "I… It doesn't mean a lot to me, but, I… I think it'll mean a lot more to you."
silvermoon offers zapdos dna
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Verai
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Post by Verai on Sept 3, 2023 14:36:21 GMT 9
Verai just looked at them, feeling the thrum from the gentle trace of DNA. Zapdos' power, faint and fragmented and condensed, offered for… what? A bit of advice? A past kindness? The impulse was to deny- that he'd not done anything worth receiving something so precious.
But, now and then, he had to take his own advice. It wasn't about whether or not he felt it was earned- it was about whether or not Silvermoon felt it should be offered.
"Thank you," Verai said, dipping into a bit of a bow. "You're right- it does mean a lot to me. I fear I can't repay the favor so evenly, but…" He had more DNA, actually, quite a bit now that he gave it proper thought. His own from the raid, some he'd gotten from Tuesday months ago, and then with Kazuki-
He pulled the DNA out from his UI, twisting and pulsing, and heard Silvermoon gasp a bit. ZYGARDE DNA- he had no idea what it looked like, but hopefully it would be… something they could get use from. "Does this seem alright?"
verai offers zygarde dna
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Help Desk
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Post by Help Desk on Sept 4, 2023 12:35:52 GMT 9
TRADE COMPLETE!ZAPDOS DNA (1/5) & ZYGARDE DNA (1/5) have been exchanged!
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