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Post by Lacrimosa on Apr 10, 2023 1:29:51 GMT 9
The answer, a "yes," drifted over to them, a spectre rising out of a... tree stump. Lacrimosa just looked at it. "Truly?" He said, shaking his head. The Curse of La Llorona had been more frightening than... whatever this was. It floated at them, but whatever it was trying seemed to be working on Wysteria, who had crouched behind him.
"You're a pokemon, right?" He asked, voice droll. Her ear flicked. "Go on and fight it, then." That was their job, wasn't it? Beating the shit out of each other? Wysteria flattened a bit, clearly not liking the discussion, but threw herself at the tree stump anyway.
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Post by Lacrimosa on Apr 10, 2023 1:10:05 GMT 9
He moved through the bramble, pausing as something different caught his eye. A row of graves, only marred earth and found rocks as headstones, not the precise expenses of a proper cemetery. There were little wisps of flame, coming off the headstones, violet and cyan. It... was something new, at least. But it still wasn't very creative. Or tasteful. He moved over and crouched to look at them, swatting an errant flame away from his head. Distasteful.
<Lacrimosa... there are things here.> Wysteria tried to warn, eyes scanning the graves, the crowns of the trees. He continued to ignore her.
"How in-depth do you think this is?" Wysteria perked up. Was he- talking to her? He had knelt, running hand over the upturned dirt. "Is what's down there decaying? Does it further fertilize the earth?" He scooped up some of the dirt, letting it fall through his fingers. "Are people allowed to die, here?"
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Post by Lacrimosa on Apr 9, 2023 8:24:58 GMT 9
The woods were quiet and haunting, and Sarthor was bored. He walked through the woods, unaffected by the low creeping mist, the snapping of branches underfoot, the reaching of branches. It was all overused. Yes, yes, terrible spooky woods. Likely a killer in the darkness. Whatever. He wasn't terribly impressed.
Wysteria kept at his side, looking around at everything, eyes wide. <It's so misty... I don't like it.> She said, keeping her voice a quiet mewl, tail fluffed nearly into a ball. There were other pokemon lurking, and... and she was not about it. <Lacrimosa, can't we be somewhere else?>
Lacrimosa, obviously, ignored her. Her squeaking didn't mean much to him, anyway. ENTERING THE TALL GRASS!
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Post by Lacrimosa on Apr 9, 2023 5:37:49 GMT 9
LACRIMOSA'S INVENTORY POKEMON OBTAINED: 1 POKEMON EVOLVED: 0 POKEMON MADE SHINY: 0
| WYSTERIA |
SPRIGATITO | FEMALE | | | Sweeper | 150 HP | ATK: 1d20 | Rare (+10) |
BASIC MOVES 1-10 Scratch, Tail Whip, Leafage, Bite, Hone Claws
TIER 1 MOVES 10-20 Magical Leaf, Quick Attack, Seed Bomb
TIER 2 MOVES 20-30 U-Turn, Worry Seed, Slash
TIER 3 MOVES 30-50 Energy Ball, Play Rough
TIER 4 MOVES 50-70 none
TIER 5 MOVES 70-100 none
| OTHER INFORMATION: #d3e6b9, quiet and contemplative, eager for approval, dislikes fighting
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PHANTUMP | MALE | | | Class | 150 HP | ATK: 1d20 | Rarity (+0) |
BASIC MOVES 1-10 moves
| OTHER INFORMATION: do not wander so deeply into the woods
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Lacrimosa
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Post by Lacrimosa on Apr 9, 2023 4:24:37 GMT 9
TRIGGER WARNING | LOVECRAFTIAN / COSMIC HORROR, UNREALITY
Lacrimosa offered a thoughtful frown. White haired, about this man's height, well built, crass attitude... cat ears. Surely such a man would be incredibly distinctive. Lacrimosa had never seen anyone fitting that distinction. In fact, precious few people had opted for- What had the menu called them? "Animal Decoration?" Eye color, sure. Jewelry, naturally. Even strange clothes. But this was more rare- why? A fear of breaking away from what was considered human? What was considered humanity?
"Oh- with a little cat?" It was a simple enough guess. "I saw him run by maybe... ten minutes ago? He looked angry..." He said, casting a glance towards the darkness of the new area. "Maybe we could go look for him together...?" It's a gentle non-offer. If this man- rude as he was- went in, Sarthor would stick to him.
Wysteria blinked as another sprigatito fell into view, staring down at him curiously. <Hi! That looked silly!> They said, laughing a bit. <I'm Wysteria- who are you? Are you nice?>
Lacrimosa moved back a step, letting Kazuki go first into the new area, and delicately trailed after him. The first step yielded... not much. The sky pulsed, like something was meant to happen. But outside of that? Not much. The cat didn't seem to agree, plying near instantly against his leg, letting out some terrible, strangled noise. "It's alright," He coaxed, eyes not on her, but on the darkness around them.
And, slowly... it started to make sense. Not just black forms, but... something more. He saw them, and knew they were code, the precise hex of the colors, the data points of the shape and curve. He turned, and as his hair swung, he felt the physics engine work, heard the whine of the headset in his chest-
Felt the mechanics that synced all their thoughts, countless, innumerable, together. He reached out, wondrously, idly, as if his fingers could brush the strands of thought and wire, the myelin that kept them all in the vast dream.
The world was new, now, striking and different than it had been. He knew it, as intimately as he knew the workings of the body and brain- maybe more so. As intimately as he knew his own home, his own body, his own thoughts. He could see it, perhaps, the actions being made into code and electricity, shot through the game- and Sarthor could see it, almost, almost, Alistair in the basement, by his body, looking over the data they'd already collected.
"This is incredible," He said, voice rising not in sound, but in code, a clicking of keys and a translation of binary, printed along the side of his vision, stored in a computer miles and miles away. His heart pounded in his chest, mirrored by the electric-mirrored sensations on the game. Sarthor was not a separate thing, not someone invited in, but something part of the infinities of this code- He was part of the living spectre that thrived in the machine. He was part of this. He could use this. He could use this.
He knew how to use this.
Wysteria, upon getting no support from Lacrimosa, had pressed herself against sprigatito and Kazuki, trembling and shaking. The dark shapes were moving, rising, and there was a terrible screeching, like something trying to get out- or in. <I- I want to go home!> She cried.
WYSTERIA || 100/150
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Post by Lacrimosa on Apr 7, 2023 12:05:24 GMT 9
Sarthor had learned, over his years of work, that authority figures citing something as "not to be done" meant only that the meek would avoid it. Lesser folks would see the email the "Professor" sent out and quail at the sight of it, unwilling to challenge themselves. The reckless, conversely, would see the warning and lunge, blind, and cast themselves off the edge.
There was power in discretion, but one must also act. That was the only way true discoveries could be made.
So, when he had seen the notice, he had gone straight for the area, the place where a barrier no longer was. And there, he waited, standing at the edge of it. While there was no true "barrier", there was still a clear line between safety, and uncertainty.
Wysteria stood at his side, looking into the distance with bright eyes, tail twitching in unkempt fear. She was weak- but that was alright. She would learn, eventually.
He heard footsteps, and turned, offering the newcomer a soft smile. "Oh, hello!" He said, voice airy. "Are you coming to explore too?" Behind him, the edge of Mistra, and the Corruption, lingered, inky black and unyielding.
WYSTERIA || 150/150
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Post by Lacrimosa on Apr 7, 2023 5:35:23 GMT 9
Lacrimosa just smiled, pleased at the praise. "Doesn't that sound nice, Wysteria?" He asked, looking down at the pokemon again. She looked up at him, nose twitching a she studied his face, and brushed against him. <Lacrimosa,> She corrected, soft eyes moving to Mumble. <But I don't think he can hear us like your trainer can...> She trailed off, looking between the players.
Lacrimosa, quite naturally, didn't respond to her music. "So, um, what is it we need to be doing? Finding our... um, moms?" He'd pulled the quest log down to read from it, clearly confused by this. He... already had a mother, so this felt. Strange. "How are we supposed to do that?" He'd let this, mh, Taylor be the de facto "leader" of this little escapade. She was certainly chatty enough for it.
He'd need to see if his assistant could find a mod to quiet everyone down.
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Post by Lacrimosa on Apr 5, 2023 10:26:58 GMT 9
Lacrimosa let out a little breath of relief, and a soft laugh. That was good... he wouldn't have to go through the trouble of seeking someone out just to complete this.... incredibly banal task. He was saved from having to speak further by the woman being distracted by the cat, who pawed at her gently when she offered a hand. Precious.
"It's wonderful to meet you, Taylor." He said, gracious. "And you as well, um, Mumble." The piplup was given a bit of a more uncertain look, but it was, to be fair, a bit of a warm climate for a penguin to be wandering around in. He looked back up at Taylor, and gave a nervous meeting-someone-new smile. "Right- I'm Al- I mean..." He cut himself off, paused, and shook his head, correcting himself. "Here I'm Lacrimosa. Sorry." He turned his gaze back to the little cat, who meowed up at him. <Lak-ri-moh-sah?> "Um, I suppose I.. haven't named her yet..." He said, slowly frowning.
Why should he name something like this, bundle of ones and naughts or otherwise? But he flicked his gaze back to Taylor, a hand going up to anxiously play with his hair. "What would be a good name for you...?" He pretended to give this thought, looking back to the green cat. Lily. Bella. Willow. Holly. Lemongrass. Any cat or plant name, honestly. "Maybe... Wysteria?"
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Post by Lacrimosa on Apr 5, 2023 2:07:41 GMT 9
Lacrimosa had spent a good deal of time simply... walking. Feeling the motion of it, the sensations in his legs and feet, how it affected his breathing, how his eyes passed the movement of the world around him. He was, to be certain, learning a lot. It felt realistic enough, maybe, for what he wanted... but would any of it work?
He would need to test it, and see. So, he would play this little game, and see what it had to offer him. A little map lit up, with a helpful arrow, and he let himself head that way. The others he passed all seemed to have their little cretins out, so as he went Lacrimosa retrieved the instrument the Professor had given him, and let it out.
<Ohh... It's so sunny...> The little sprigatito said, shaking out her head before turning to look up at Lacrimosa. <Hi! What's your name?>
Lacrimosa looked down at the cat, and its incessant mewling, and gave it a smile before continuing onwards wordlessly. Sure enough, the map pointed to a house, where a woman and her animal were already loitering. Time to engage with the rabble, then...
"Um... hi?" Lacrimosa tried, ears pinning a bit nervously as he approached. "Are you here for the, um, the quest? Thing?" It was evident he was... not a gamer. The Sprigatito had trotted after him, not too put out at being ignored, and looked up at their hopefully new friends? <Hi! What's your name?> She repeated, looking up at the woman, and then the Piplup.
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Post by Lacrimosa on Apr 1, 2023 0:41:00 GMT 9
Whoever designed this worked hard to ensure it seemed realistic. The professor gave the appearance of thought, checked the time, even looked up at the list of creatures like she had to deliberate. Of course, she was careful to not name the creature specifically, or say anything relevant to him outside the name he'd picked. No followup about the stories, no question about his lies, not even an assurance that no harm would come to him.
Reality, this quite blatantly was not.
Still, Lacrimosa smiled, taking the orb with both hands. Sprigatito. A cat-like thing- probably the green siamese on the wall. Well. There was a lot he could do with that, he was sure. "Thank you, professor," He said, pitching his voice to sound eager, earnest. He held the ball a bit tighter for a moment, as if to pull strength from it, and quietly left the tent.
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Post by Lacrimosa on Mar 31, 2023 11:34:44 GMT 9
Sarthor thought, as he waited for the professor to speak proper. Either these were simple questions, with chosen answers, that had their values correlated to a specific type of vermin, or it was more flexible, but utterly random. Useless data or useless data.
At the first question, Lacrimosa smiled. "Oh, there's one I remember my mother reading to me all the time. It's called the Juniper Tree, I think. There's this little bird born out of a juniper tree, and he sings this pretty song- kywitt, kywitt, what a beautiful bird am I. Isn't that pretty?" He laughed a bit, before considering the rest of the question. "One I hate... um, I don't know if I hate any, but... there's one about a boy who isn't afraid, but learns to shudder after his sister... throws fish on him? I never really understood it..." He frowned. The Juniper-Tree was a tale of power and revenge, while The Story of a Boy Who Went Forth to Learn Fear offered... very little.
At the next question, he paused, as if concerned. "I- ... Probably I'd just cry?" He said, with a bit of a pathetic laugh. "You aren't... going to do that here, are you?"
The last question was the only one even vaguely interesting. Lacrimosa fiddled with a few locks of hair. "Lying... I think... It's wrong most of the time, but sometimes it's the only option for some things. And not lying would be worse. Does that make sense?" He looked up at Professor Ash again, almost pleadingly, looking for validation and confirmation.
What dull questions.
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Post by Lacrimosa on Mar 31, 2023 1:45:28 GMT 9
It was as simple as falling asleep, and as easy as waking up. Sarthor breathed out, and "Lacrimosa" breathed in. How... utterly fascinating. The sensations were strong, too. The smell of ozone and canvas, the shift of thin wood and packed earth under his feet. The way the lights glinted and flickered. It was all at fist glance, indistinguishable from reality.
How fascinating.
A woman spoke to him, Professor Ash by the text floating above her, and he listened only idly. It was a rather cute bit of drivel. "Pokemon are complex creatures"- how laughable. Meaningless words to help sell the illusion to those who wasted their hours here. How far did it go? Were they programmed to have thoughts, beyond acting on command? Could they get hungry? Could they bleed? Could they feel pain?
Could they suffer?
Lacrimosa smiled at the Professor. "Um, okay! I like games." He looked around a bit, eyes wide.
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Post by Lacrimosa on Mar 30, 2023 13:03:03 GMT 9
PLAYER: Sarthor Caldwell | CHARACTER: Lacrimosa | | | PRONOUNS: he/him AGE: 36 ORIENTATION: homosexual LOCATION: Baltimore, Maryland, USA OCCUPATION: neurosurgeon | GENDER: M AGE: Adult ENABLE PKMN SPEECH? No PAIN THRESHOLD: Realistic TRAINER CLASS: Gardner |
OUT OF THE GAMEDrink deep the shimmering tide... To breathe in the wisdom of the drowned… Lost in Her relentless embrace… Found in the shadow of His gaze… Dream, dream of the Sunken City. - Battle for Azeroth, World of Warcraft
"If there is a path to creating a beautiful world, then that is the path I must take! Even if it means I can only save a handful of the old world!" - Lysandre, Pokemon UltraSun/UltraMoon
Neurologist Dr. Sarthor Caldwell, MD, was resting. He was reclined on his loveseat, rich velvet and silk. It was a deep rich color, between blood and wine. His hair cascaded over it like thread, silvery and fine. He stared up at he ceiling, lost in thought, black acrylic naps tapping rhythmically on his crystalline wine glass.
Someone walked in, quiet as a ghost. Sarthor ignored them. The only sound in the room was the tapping of his nails, and the gentle hum of the aquarium pumps.
The servant did not bother with clearing his throat. Sarthor knew he was there. "Mr. Harris arrived for his surgery."
"Send him away." The response was quickly delivered, but languid, as if they were talking about the mail. "I'm busy."
The silence dragged on. The staccato clinking of crystal and acrylic. The low drone of the pumps.
"Sir." It's a curt address. "Harris will die without the operation."
Sarthor sighed, finally sliding his gaze over to the other man. "If you're so worried, do it yourself." Their gazes lock, vying for dominion in minute gestures. The servant blinks first.
"I'll have him referred to Dr. Wilson, then."
Sarthor huffed at that, and went back to his musings. The servant said nothing else, and moved to leave.
"Wait."
He went still. The octopus in the nearest tank shifted, watching him with a single eye.
"Has the basement been cleared?"
"Yes." His voice edges on cautious.
"Set up the machine down there. The WorldScreen." Sarthor's voice is taunting. It is, after all, a child's game system. "Track everything."
He does not say that the program itself fights being recorded, or the effort it will take to overcome it, or the effort it will take to continue overcoming it, for as long as Sarthor decides it is worth his time. Instead, he merely says "Okay."
Sarthor waved him away, and only then sat up enough to sip at his wine.
The Deep Dive was exactly what he had been looking for. And he would have it.
- Sarthor keeps animals- he has several tanks, each with a single octopus, in his bedroom. He finds them... fascinating.
- He also keeps Iridescent Mason Bees, and simple European wasps, whose hive he augments with colored paper.
- He removes his acrylic nails before any operation, and has them redone afterwards.
- Typically, his music in the operating room is 19th century classical, but occasionally he does listen to some specific gothic rock/nu metal.
| INSIDE THE GAME Calm and gentle, Lacrimosa is empathetic and understanding, often trying to do what he can in any given situation. He likes meeting kind people, and dislikes arguments. Truly, there's no way anyon can come to dislike Lacrimosa.
He's been designed that way, after all.
Sarthor masquerades as someone reasonable, manipulating situations and people alike, hoping to use them to further his own goals. He wants to push this program as far as it will go, and see what breaks. | FACE CLAIMS Shibusawa Tatsuhiko from Bungou Stray Dogs: Dead Apple, source Kriede from Arknights, source
| OOC NAME spibe
| STARTER PKMN Do you want to receive your starter in-character at the Starter Lab?
YES, AND RANDOMIZE MY STARTER!
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